Resolutions are Overrated

Tonight, I wonder about my could have beens...

All in all I always have the same conclusion...

My life would have been different,

if only I knew the right words to say.

This 2012 I promise to have lesser could have beens.

I SWEAR ON IT.

Merry Christmas

D,

I am most curious, of how things will be like

if come next year,

I am spending Christmas with you.

I feel giddy just by thinking about it. :)

I hope you had fun and you enjoyed this day. Merry Christmas Hae Oppa. Always be happy. <3

B

Let It Be Me

Whatever Happened To Believing

D,

There was one point in my life when I honestly believe that all my dreams,

no matter how big or how small,

will come true.

But slowly I am faced to reality,

and I can't help but think that I'm not meant to live my dreams.

Will you even find me?

B

Invisible

D,

Do you ever had that moment, when you realize everybody else is moving

but there you are at a distance,

watching them closely

wondering when will it ever be your turn?

I had. I always have that moment. It's as if my whole world just stopped spinning halfway. I am not moving unlike others. I am stuck. And I don't know quite yet how to move again. I think I'm starting to disappear.

Find me,

B

EVERYTHING THAT I COULD NEVER TELL YOU

D,

Do you think I'll ever find someone meant for me?

Today I learned that my crush already has a girlfriend. I look at my journal only to see that about ten pages of it were of him. And it just hurts to know that he now belongs to someone else.

Do you know how that feels? Well, I do.

If it's going to be like that to every guy I like do you think I will ever find the right one?

Even having you is a dream. It's like someone like me, having the chances of stepping on the moon.

Hoping for a miracle,

B

Save Me

I don't want to turn off the lights, because if I do, I'm afraid I might just end up crying over you.

May The Odds Be Ever Be In My Favor

What are the odds right? :) I didn't even made that up. HAHA. So here I am, trying this application in facebook and saw this. Believe me it's not the first time I've seen it. But it's my first time to try it out. I went to your twitter account and told myself if ever you're wearing yellow, that will be a sign that someday I might see you! So I checked the two pictures you posted, from 7 hours ago and 2 hours ago, both are buffering. (internet connection is slow.haha) and then this tiny picture of you on the sides shows up and my heart just stopped beating. :D

I know that is totally delusional but it made me happy. <3 REALLY, REALLY MADE ME HAPPY. You can never imagine how happy I am.

So if ever the odds will still be in my favor, I might dream of you tonight. And if I'm lucky....

You might end up dreaming about me too. <3

Good luck on your concert Hae. <3 Now I wait for SS4 Manila. :)

However Faraway

It's cruel don't you think? That distance is tearing us apart. While for some people it is only the glass window frames that separates them, something that can make them lean closer and something that may subtly tear them apart.

12:49 AM

D,

Goodnight.

May you dream happy dreams. <3

B

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU.