This is for the Lost Time

D,

I feel so ashamed on how quick I gave up. Reading Day 1 of 366 I've realized how soon I gave up on some things I believe on. I only reached Day 4 and it's killing me. I wish I can turn back time and continued on with what I said about "I'd tell you everyday until you do. "

I know you might have found someone as of the moment...

and I know I came to like someone else too...

but you should know,

everytime I see you...

it always feels like the first time

I saw you.

Come find me,

B

This is Just to Pass Time

Have you ever had those days when you don't feel like getting out of bed because you know exactly what life is in store for you for that day?

I have. I always have.

It is like I fell in this pit of routine and it isn't exciting anymore. Nothing really happens, you just wake up, brush your teeth, get dressed, eat and just go on with the usual and before you know it you're brushing your teeth again and dressing in your pajamas. I always do. Nothing ever happens anymore.

I know I should enjoy life and all but I don't know how. It's like I'm stuck in this everyday routine that I don't have any means to get out of it.

Oftentimes I just feel irrelevant.

Nonexistent.

Forgettable.

and during these times I just want someone to break the chain and fly me away from this nonexistent world of mine.

Because honestly, I'm losing hope.

I don't want to....

but little by little

I am....

Conclusion

I had come in to conclusion that whatever I do, you won't find me. But if ever, in the slightest chance that you do.

I'll be here...

Hopelessly waiting for you.

Day 7 of 366

D,

I thought not writing anymore will make me forget...

but the more I do not write

the more I keep on thinking...

what if...

in some vague possibility...

you are waiting for me.

B

Page 4 of 366

Today I realized how money can ruin a person.

As for me, as long as my family is with me. And as long as I know how to reach for my dreams....

money is nothing. :)

God always provides. He will be with me with money or none. <3

Page 3 of 366

D,

I don't want to live in a world where I constantly hope for things that will never happen. Even seeing you in a concert is out of reach for me now. And I don't know why I have the feeling of wanting to cry having said that.

I want to do something to be able to reach you.

But then it will be too late no matter how hard I try.

Anyeong.

B

This is Pointless

They told me I have my way with words

I told them I just gone through many difficulties while I was young.

Page 2 of 366

D,

S, K and H are here. Did you know? They are shooting a CF where I live. I could've gone there you know, took a bus and endured a 4 hour long ride just to see them. But seeing that there are already loads of people there, my chances of even seeing them are slim. Especially to someone like me who has visions as worse as old people.

Do you think I'll ever see you? Come to think of it, some of your groupmates are here and yet some of those within that radius hasn't seen them yet. And to think I was so full of hope of meeting you just yesterday.

Will you come here?

Will I meet you?

Will I be able to experience serendipity?

If not, there's still one place where I can see you.......

and probably that will be the only place where we'll talk...

And I hope tonight I'd get to say how much I wished you were here too.

See you in my dreams,

where possibilities are limitless.

<3,

B

2012

Hey D,

Do you honestly think I'm going to start New Year without telling you to find me? Hah! Fat chance. I'd tell you everyday until you do. and if I reach the 366th page without you who cares...

There's still 2013. <3

Find me,

B