This is Just to Pass Time

Have you ever had those days when you don't feel like getting out of bed because you know exactly what life is in store for you for that day?

I have. I always have.

It is like I fell in this pit of routine and it isn't exciting anymore. Nothing really happens, you just wake up, brush your teeth, get dressed, eat and just go on with the usual and before you know it you're brushing your teeth again and dressing in your pajamas. I always do. Nothing ever happens anymore.

I know I should enjoy life and all but I don't know how. It's like I'm stuck in this everyday routine that I don't have any means to get out of it.

Oftentimes I just feel irrelevant.

Nonexistent.

Forgettable.

and during these times I just want someone to break the chain and fly me away from this nonexistent world of mine.

Because honestly, I'm losing hope.

I don't want to....

but little by little

I am....