D,
I want you to know that I spent almost a year liking you. Silly right? Knowing that I only see you in the comforts of my laptop. I only hear you from my ipod. I don't even know who you really are. There were times when all I ever think about is how will I manage to see you in person. Just a mere glance like your many fans. But seeing that I can't go to wherever you are, or even if I can the chances of seeing you might be slim.
There are times when I'd buy your songs and erase them when I heard you wrote it for someone else. I really, really am silly.
There was one time when I saw your interview and you wanted someone sweet for a girlfriend. That sucked big time for me since I'm not that kind of a person. (I don't even get why I'm thinking all these since you won't even notice me because I'm not really pretty.)
See I'm writing all these silly stuff just because of that one night when you appeared in my dream and it felt so real that waking up is such a pain. Randomly, as if the heavens threw you in my dreams and managed to smile and melt away my heart. I was not even a fan of yours then.
I remember listening to your songs while sleeping and thinking that maybe you will visit in my dreams again. You did. And I guess that's just how much I can really see you. It is only in my dreams that I will be able to talk to you or just stare at each other and smile.
I wish you'd get the chance to read this. I wish I'd get the chance to mail you letters. I wish you'd get the chance to know me.
But mostly....
I wish you'd get the chance to realize, that no matter what you think of yourself, there will always be this one girl who will talk about you as if she were talking about the stars.
<3,
B
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